pretend

I've never been good at pretending. Some of us are better at it than others. I am not one of those people. I wish I were though, it would probably benefit me in some way or another. It must be nice to so easily pretend to be happy to anyone anywhere, To be so convincing. I guess it is not just happiness that can be faked, anger and disgust and most other emotions can be faked as well. I wonder how people can fake emotion so well. To feel one thing and fake the opposite is truly talent. Seems weird to call it a talent, but I can't think of how I really want to say it right now off the top of my head. I try on occasion to pretend to not care about things or not be bothered or fake my emotions,but i generally fail to do so or be convincing in the end. I don't know which is better, to be able to or to not to but I guess for me it does not because I can't do it. I wish more people weren't able to as well...